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I have to be carefull on what i'm going to say. When the semester started i was thinking this is going to be soooo boring that i thought i would be dead before the subject ends. But, sincerely now i think it's has been fun, because now i know some things about people and some things about their careers and point of view English has never been my favourite subject, i hate learn something that i been thinking is so difficult to my mind. But this has been okay, becasue is not about how i talk, it's how about i express myself. I can't belive i came to this class every week, instead of do what i was thinking to do when it's gets started. Write this blog has make me return and think a lot about me, one of the things i don't usually do, and has been taking so hard in some parts to talk about me and what i think because i don't use to do neither.  When there was a theme was so easy and clear to talk about something specific, but when it was free i feel l...

Christmas memories.

The truth is that i don't want to talk about someone special, something important or something that i like. But, in some point i think my grandfather is a good thing to talk about.
Now i'm angry whit him because he didn't visit me on Christmas and New Year's and then he doesn't said why or even call me to tell "¡happy hollydays!".
Ihaven't see him from about two months, and he don't want to talk either, i don't now why, but i think is because i know he has a new girlfriend and i don't like her.
Anyways, in the christmas of 2015 he came to my house and we spend some time together, for some hours we sit to talk eachother and for some reason that i can't remember we can sit to talk without my fathers, maybe they were out.We talk about my grandmother who had died a year ago, about my father too and how meet my mom changed completely his life, my sister was part of that conversation too and some of the stories his young days and how he became in love with the cousin of  his girlfriend, and that cousin then turn in my grandmother.
Now i'm thinking this was one of the most important conversations that i had and never told to anyone this, that's the important thing.
I don't want to talk about my grandfather now, because when i started i was thinking to talk about him, like a biography o something like that, then when this memories came to me i think i can talk about that conversation, but now i think is most important keep it to me. So, finally i finish talk about everything that i wasn't want to talk, about someone special, about something important or something that i like.
My mind is strange.
My grandfather and grand mother, because i couldn't find a recent photo, or any with him and i.


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  1. Oh, sad story Catalina. I hope you can talk with your grandfather soon. :'(

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  2. Thanks for your honesty Catalina, I really appreciate it. I guess sometimes the thing we least want to talk about IS the thing that we need to talk about to just get it out of our system and then sometimes we feel a bit relieved. What do you think?

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  3. Maybe we dont really choose what to say, it just comes to us.

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